"Practice makes perfect, but nobody's perfect ... so why practice"
TUTUT! ('lam mo n un ah!). I indulge my time lately into something ...acoustic guitar. I find it hard to move all my crooked left fingers keying the right notes and then strum. I want to learn so many things eg song writing, song arrangements et al relevance. But as a tyro, it's a hell-bent.
My mind is unceasingly active with this. Even at work, I still feel the strings on the tip of my fingers with a paranoidal effect. Guess it's hard for us to learn somethings at first time (like virgins, don't over-react!) Though I may sound elementary fifth-grade, I will still practice. This is one of the ways to connect to yourself : music and your moods.
Hoping to buy one real good guitar of my own, a yamaha maybe. Still don't know the models and the prices yet, but i wanna catch good quality with a minimum expense...harharhar. Any thoughts?
Nowadays, I am enjoying winter with my routines: work, eat, watch dvds/tv and 10 hour-sleep....zzzzzzzzz. Yeah lazy-crazy after the holidays huh. But in between moments, EMO in my room, I recollect my pasts and have brainiac on the loose to digest things with equations. Until now, nothing's been resolved. Godamn!
Winter, unlike everybody, for me is a self-recreative state. My total detachment from any fall out. Worries-free conditions from my outside world. It seems great with holidays on the side. Wew! On the contrary, beyond an enclosure, there are still some emotions walking unsteadily when I look outside my window. The streets are quite perfect...so quiet. A lonely journey to gaze in wonder after holidays. In my mental-note, I am wishing somebody out there, wishes the same thing as I do.
No one wishes to be lonely ... but how can you avoid it when your emptiness is the happiness of others?
Another sign... another season... another series... another episodes... another year! Yeah, to hell with these episodes and bulllshits that happened to us this 2007. It's just another OMG and our WTF scenes.
Oh my God : something surprised us or stupidity
What The Fuck : WRONG MISTAKES ( yeah, expected mistakes that should have been avoided)
I've been such a PIG this 2007, the chinese sign played around with me, u-hu. Grrrrrrrrr! you're such a PIG ! ... baboy ka !
My OMG's :
- Crazy for somebody who's not even existed (vanished) ...mmmm until now
- Entangled myself into bizaaro world of relationship (worst fight)
- Enticed myself in the past (couldn't move on)
-Attacked unexpectedly by an old lost clan (couldn't believe I almost spent a fortune)
-Elicit calls from... luxury ship? (I am still waiting)
My WTF's :
- Bunch of friends in jail
-Almost lost a friend because of money matters
- Screwed one site, yeah with the help of my li'l sister...hehehe
-Worst fight with my.... sssshhhhh xxxxxx :)
-Fell from my office chair because I was zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
But wait I still have my TGIF
...it's BB163. This is the coolest
...Thanks 2007 for my MULTIPLY friends. you rock!
...promotions
Whateva! I am still counting the blessings with this review. What are you thinking of ? Dare to share your OMG WTF or TGIF ?
Do not get too close to me…I’ll lose you … or you'll lose me !
I really can not conceive how my life has been. Get frustrated sometimes but for the most part I just ignore it. Not now, I guess?
Peculiar as it seems, my life has beenlike a wind. A come-and-go experience. A friend told me “ All the people that I've ever gotten close to … just leaves”.
Yeah, she maybe right, this idea stumped in me.
Series of broken rocks formations:
First love, a six year relationship, left me for another
My mom died
And so many closest friends just left me to find better opportunities
All my relationships failed, faded, then gone
My family there in Phils and I'm on the other side of the earth
…with some friends but still not enough to fill the silence
Sometimes I think that some nice persons are just there in front of your eyes but you just can not see it. Maybe it’s better closing my eyes than pretending.
Knowing that we all got the power to completely shape our destiny, sometimes knock me off. I tried but fate leads me here. You really can not fight it, can you?
The seventh season premiere of Smallville is just a few weeks away, to the excitement of avid fans who have followed the show since it debuted in 2001. Talks for another season are already ongoing, but there is a possibility that the series will not go beyond an eighth edition.
“We would all very much like a season 8, and that in our minds, would be the last season,”creator Al Gough told iF Magazine.
However, Gough also said that fans can still sway their decision, especially if the series continues to perform well in the ratings.
When Smallville does return for its eighth and potentially final season, viewers will have to say goodbye to some of the characters, or at the very least, get used to not seeing them regularly on the show. It has already been reported that Michael Rosenbaum, who plays Clark Kent's (Tom Welling) best-friend-turned-worst-foe Lex Luthor, will not return for season 8. Additionally, Gough told iF Magazine that Annette O'Toole, who plays Martha Kent, is no longer part of the regular cast.
Fans of Rosenbaum need not fret though, as Gough revealed that they are thinking of bringing the 35-year-old actor back.
“We hope to bring Michael back for one more season after this one in some capacity,”Gough said.
The seventh season of Smallville will premiere on September 27, and Gough was generous enough to share with the magazine some additional details about the show's new characters.
First, he clarified that the “Kara”character that was introduced at the end of the third season is in no way connected to the Kara (Laura Vandervoort)- aka Supergirl- that will appear in the upcoming season.
“here was another Kara at the end of season 3, which we find out is a ruse of Jor-el's,”Gough explained. “The Kara that we are introducing in the Season 7 premiere is indeed Kara Zor-el aka Supergirl. There is no connection between the two, but Clark does raise this point to Jor-el in the Fortress.”
Helen Slater, the original Supergirl, will play Kara's aunt. In the comic book series, Kara is Clark's only cousin, which means that Slater will actually be playing Clark's biological mother, Lara.
“Helen Slater will indeed be playing Lara in a series of flashbacks in Episode 6, and that may not be her only appearance this season!”Gough told iF Magazine.
As for the mysterious Dr. Knox (Dean Cain), Gough said that the character is most definitely a villain. He also commended Cain, saying “He not only looks fantastic, but he really is a terrific actor as well.”
Martian Manhunter, who was first introduced in season 6, will return as a guest star.
“We'll learn more about him, but in our discussions with Phil, we all agree, the more mysterious and enigmatic the character remains, the better,”Gough said.
Lastly, though Gough said that fans should not expect to see the entire Justice League America again, he revealed that Oliver Queen- aka Green Arrow- will be back “Sometime in the middle of the season with -- hopefully -- a new JLAer we haven't met yet on the show.”
-Lisa Claustro, BuddyTV Staff Columnist Source: iF magazine
It was getting dawn in my place, lying in bed but wondering why still wide awake.I was outside the Philippines. 4am I received a call from my uncle and told me to keep praying because SHE was in ER. The family doctor was pumping HER heart for three hours but no response still. I knelt to pray " THY will be done". Suddenly I heard a strange BANG coming from outside nowhere. In a split-second, my sister called me and crying in poignant distress saying " SHE died ! ! ! " I remember her exact words in grief " I did everything for HER, why let go ? "
A shortstop of guilt covered me. If I had only known... I would have been there for both ! I would have told HER all my plans, my journey... and how much I love HER.But it's too late. I was victim of my own stubbornnes that time. Helpless but Hopeful.
After two days I flew back to my nest. Just found HER there lying in white...solemn and calm but I was somber. People and friends were there for comfort. I felt that SHE'S there in the house like normal days. Even felt HER warm arms when I slept in HER room to ease my jetlag. Next morning....grave.
It was hard for all of us experiencing CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEAR without HER for the first time. The pain was unexplainable.It's life-crashing. I knew everybody cried in secret...like I did!
Looking back those years, I can whisper now to the WOMAN WHO BROUGHT ME HERE that whatever SHE dreamed for us are now in episodes. I may not be wordy to HER but my being tells me that SHE knew that I love HER. I had shown it !
Just wanna share with you guys:
" So tell to someone that you love what you're thinking of ...if tomorrow never comes "
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM (July 23, 1950 - December 01, 2002)
well i guess i give up. after a year of waiting/searching where LOVE hides but it seems nowhere to be found (oceans apart). i am sure of my feelings but what if fate slips away? i do not see anymore chances of getting back together now that i restart to photosynthesizing my life with my family. if this is the price of being "up there", then i'll take as long as i am still doing the right thing. i know someday LOVE will pop up and stay...a lifetime!
wew! i feel like picking up the pieces of my past now cuz it's been quite long years since i haven't got any communication from my roots (clan). it's like reconnecting myself to the ground. pretty cool specially when u r putting everything in a perspectival framework of your life. you won't be complete until you find your core. looking back sometimes is giving you a background on what will your future be...isn't it a wonder?
PG: Yahhh ! It's my first time to see such XXX Rated Movie in Filipino Version. I should say it's a bit exotic and unorthodox in my opinion. Stating the fact that we filipinos are not used to it (pinoy version). The actors are sometimes comical in their bed scenes (imagine yourself overeacting/overstimulating in bed huh? admit it, we ol have darker secrets, even Superman does kinky stuff anyway, aight, so why can't we?). But one word that best describe the film - PATHETIC.
Everybody has a different pespective. Maybe I'm right...or maybe not?
DID I ENJOY IT? ......that's the question after watching the film. wew ! ! !
I used to rememeber celebrating June 10 (1990-97) as anniversary, now it just means nothing. Though I admit that I still cling to it somehow. Well I guess we all moved on. Teleporting the past really not that hurting though when we think of the lessons learned from each moments we should have given treasure of. But now, what gives?
Luv with career : do you believe that if it's not the time don't push it? are we just being silly enuff to handle both love and career at the same time? one is a sacrifice...shouldn't be aight? or are we impaired by our emotional feelings to make decisions?
